here goes...

Well, here it goes. Time to put everything into words. This past week has been hard trying to overcome this lovely cold, and also dealing with different emotions. It seems as if you aren't well enough to do anything that you normally could do with ease. All that can be done is lay in one place, eat well, and wait...

...for an absolution that would never come. No, it's not as sad as that sounds. I've rather enjoyed resting up and catching up on my movie watching and knitting, but there comes a point when you are ready to do things again. Ready to do things that matter. Ready to do things that are more useful than just laying on the couch day by day.

But, it's easy to think that you're useless in times as these. Those times when nothing makes sense and you wonder if you'll ever get better. Though one thing's for certain.. God has not flung us aside as a worthless thing. He has never said that we would be alone...ever!

So I believe my Daddy wanted me to rest from all the cares of this world. Shouldn't it always be that way anyway?

May you be serenaded tonight with His unending attention, *~~Rebekah~~*